woke up with tears

I never imagined being in this kind of situation again, it just so painful that my world is so quiet and someone sooo okay came along but I cannot. Here I am again, crying in pail of tears just to be able to move on.

It's so tough to handle this all alone... me... my broken heart and my soul!

here I am again... wishing upon the stars to have my halo back =)
i know i'll be fine...
i'll be fine...

Forbidden

I know he wants it...
I know he wants me...

but

I'm sorry I cannot...
As much as I want it, you... I cannot!

Anxiously waiting

God had seen how much I worked hard and cried harder in order to pass, how I wish I'd be able to receive some good news today...