It's true when my mom once told me that being in the outside world would test your sanity to the highest level... lotsa hypocrites, plastics, pretending to be someone who she can never be, aiming to be the center of attraction and many many more. I don't have time to any of them, all I want is to pursue this simple dream and enjoy life with my family.
Unfortunately, I'm not good in pretending, if I don't like you, I won't act as if I'm cool having you around. If I like someone, she would definitely feel my sincerity.
I joined in a sorority thinking that they would help me boost my morale and confidence in achieving my dream. But heck no! I was totally surprised with its members... everyone has their own issues to deal with, and I'm tired of adjusting myself to fit into someone's mood! I won't kiss someone ass just to be accepted... so as always I'm in the Neutral Mode!
