Wohoo!!!
It's been a while since the last time I hang out here, Urgh! been very busy with so many things, my laundry's new branch will be opened this week, tons of work in the office, raising 4 chipmnuks and healing my broken-heart (again).
Good thing I am sick today as I got the chance to log in and pour out what's making me so sad (and sick). But then when I started to look at their pictures (again), I changed my mind and have decided to keep everything na lang to myself and let the pain be healed in His time.
As far as I know, I've tried everything to make this marriage work, I know I've been a good wife even if I was badly hurt several times, pero siguro hindi talaga ako importante sa kanya so what's the use of crying eh he's having fun naman without my knowledge.
I'm not the jealous type and I'm not also dudera but seeing pics of him and his ex together, without my knowledge is a different story, he should have advised me prior to their get together.. and no big deal at all but then, I don't have any idea so the pics that I accidentally saw in this PC was a huge surprise.. well, maybe he forgot that I'm his wife!
Fuck! I just hate this feeling, I just hate being taken for granted!!! I just want to stop these tears from falling in my eyes!!! I just want to forget those pictures!!! I just want to move on and forget this day!!!
I just hope tomorrow will be different...
thinkin' of "In the Arms of an Angel" by Sarah McLachlan
