Friday, May 22, 2009

1st year



Yikes! I missed to greet my baby on the exact day when I introduced her to world, sorry Sweetie, Momi has been very busy... But it's better late than never!

Happy Birthday to my ever dearest Partly Hidden!!!

More years to come =)

getting tougher



I just need to loosen up a bit, but my mind and my heart are very uncooperative.

Each day is getting tougher, and as much as I want to control everything, there are few things that are beyond my capacity.

I've been dealing with stress since I gave in to my mom's request to marry the man who's personality is the exact opposite of mine. I tried to work things out, but sometimes I'm just too tired to understand what he really wants! And no matter how much I tried to ignore that I needed someone to take care of me, my helpless soul is shouting for attention and care...

I know that I have to be much tougher than who I am now, since i'll be back in school next month, and that means more stress, more pain, more challenge!

I'm just hoping and praying that God will give me back my Halo =(