Thursday, October 23, 2008

Bamboo sang Himala

see more of this post at...

http://mcmdagudag.multiply.com/journal/item/17/BAMBOO_sang_HIMALA

Tic-tac and Dee-gee

Tic-tac and Dee-gee met last Saturday and had a very sumptuous dinner at Zhu at 32nd & 5th Bldg in Bonifacio Global City. After the pig out, they decided to watch a movie, both agreed to watch Tropic Thunder for a good laugh on a Saturday night.

Dee-gee wanted to go home after that crazy movie as she's already tired and a little bit sleepy, but Tic-Tac got hungry and wanted to eat (again), so both went to Krispy Kreme at Bonifacio High Street and continue their very interesting conversation about live, career, plans and family.

...I know that this is a good start of a lifetime friendship... ~Tic-tac commented~

...I hope so... ~Dee-gee replied~

thinkin of' "Look Away" by Chicago

Monday, October 6, 2008

my October

Mom was right when she said that "there is a rainbow after the rain..."

After few months of battling with Post-Partum Depression, looks like the prayers of my family and close friends have been answered. (wow! lakas talaga nila kay Lord!)

It's been more than two weeks now that I consistently feel good about myself every time I wake up and even if I only had 3 hours of sleep or worst no sleep at all, I'm still cool and I don't get irritated easily. And in addition to that, there are no tears on my pillow, only a morning smile reflecting on my bathroom mirror. That is what my therapy and counseling is all about, for me to learn how to control my emotions.

Everyday, I'm still swamped with a lot-of-do things and clutter is still everywhere, but I don't feel the heaviness in my nerves anymore, though I still feel a little bit stressed out once in a while but not to the extend that I wanted to throw up again or like I feel that I'm getting sick because mental strain is killing me.

Looks like 'miss- cool-under-pressure' is back. I haven't told my folks the good news yet, but I know they will be very happy of my improvement.

All of the good things would not be possible without the help of my kids who always bug me whenever they see that I'm so serious on what I'm doing. Either my son will crack a joke out of nowhere or my little Bea will sit on my lap as she mimics every movement of my eyes, my mouth, my eyebrow and will suddenly burst into laughter. Yeah! My kids love to make fun of me... crazy little creatures, but they are so amazing.

And of course, to my friends who always check on me 24/7, they never failed to share their time whenever they feel that I'm about to break down again. They've been with me without asking when this craziness will end... and they never begged for me to move on... all they did was to listen and pray for me. That's why I'm pretty sure that they will call for a celebration once they realized that I no longer bug them at the middle of the night for a cup of coffee hehehe.

And to myself, for enjoying the pain for a little while until it hurts no more, for letting the tears flow and then give myself a tap on the back once I got tired of crying. What I've been through was really tough, but because of my love for myself and for the people around me, I was determined to let go of the pain little by little and try to make my stay in this world worthwhile.

And of course, to my Creator for bringing back my HaLo... and for giving me one more chance to know my mission in this world.
Things are getting better... when I learned how to whisper to Him how much I needed Him in my life...


thinkin of' "Saving Room by John Legend"

one lazy afternoon



Haaay.. I do look old na talaga!







thinkin of' "(I've Had) the Time of My Life by Bill Medley and Jennifer Warnes"

Thursday, October 2, 2008

copy-cat



This is it!!!
My own version of what is 'uso' today the 'manga' version of myself hehehe!

5 friends agreed that some of my pics look like the 'manga-version' while 3 didn't think so and 1 doesn't care at all (ala kwenta, bigwasan kita dyan eh! hmp!)

But as far as my own eyes are concerned, hmmm... yeah! I look like her! =)


thinkin of' "Come Back to Me by Janet Jackson"