Another Year

My bigday will be on the 1st of June but have to celebrate it 2 days earlier as my new team wanted to take a dip after work. Have to be absent at work as I have to prepare the food and everything just to make sure that all will be okay.

No doubt that they loved the food :) and I appreciate them for finding some time to go to my place and celebrate one of the special moments of my life.

And finally, I learned to accept that I have to be me... me as a wife... me as a mother. All these years, I always dwell with what I have sacrificed and with what I gave up for the sake of love, and was expecting that I will be given something in return. Thank God, for making me realize that I was blessed with so many good things, it may not be the one I'm expecting but it is more than what I need...

Thus, I promised to myself to be a better person, a better mom, a btter daughter and friend and of course a better wife. I dunno how to start, but I will try :)

Cheers to me as I face another year of my life..


thinkin' of "For the first time by Kenny Loggins"

Goodbye soon

"I will definitely miss his presence, but at this time, that is the best thing to do, for two people to be apart to avoid unexpected situations, it would be difficult to forget everything, but I know someday, I will find the reasons why things have to be like this.."


I know I will go back to my old self again... soon


thinkin' of "Why can't it be by Rannie Raymundo"

Addiction

I dunno what with this koreanovela that I got hooked into it... but it's really enetertaining watching this. Thanks to www.dailymotion.com for uploading the series of Lovers, Cheers!

Song: Go Hae
Singer: Im Jae Bum

Lovers MV
Uploaded by liostyle

I dunno

I've been acting a little weird lately, looks like that I'm having what my friend Neng called a mid-life crisis... the term sounds too heavy to understand, and yeah too complicated to handle...

On my first day at work, there was this

William DeVaughn look-a-like

who caught my attention, not only because he is charming but the way he looks at me, it's like he wanted to melt me piece by piece.

We became close to each other, he is really sweet in his own simple ways, he always check on me.. if I'm okay or if I already ate my lunch, or how's my day going so far, blah, blah, blah... those simple gestures made me to admire him as a person... but of course I know my position right now, that's why even if one of my colleagues teases me that she could feel that the bald guy has something for me, I just ignored the idea

Not only because I still love the man I'm with right now, but I love my life what it is now...


thinkin' of "Tattooed on My Mind by D'Sound"

Partee!!!

We had a blast last week as two of the former Account Managers will be leaving soon and as my pre-birthday celebration. I only planned the event a day before... WOAH! thanks to my dad for lending his car as our service going to Antipolo. Why Antipolo?!?!? I dunno it just popped out in my mind when my seat-mate Raffy talked about overlooking... coolness isn’t it?!?!? Hahahaha

Our original plan was to go to Leonardo’s since pop said the food was great there, unfortunately one of the waiters looked irritated when getting our orders and he sound impatient as we’re having difficulty what are we going to eat since it’s our first time on that place. He should have recommended something or helped us in making a decision but then he might not have any training how to treat customers or worse, he might have his period that time ;p Because of his rudeness, and poor customer service, we left the place harharhar. I’m sure he’ll be kick out of the resto by his boss because of what we did, but what can we do, if we’re not comfortable dealing with him, and besides we went there to have fun not to understand his mood, stick out my tongue to him beeh!

We transferred to Lagarvista, a very cozy place but lack of people, but it’s okay as long as we enjoyed their food and their videoke thingy, we didn’t mind if we’re bitin on what we ate, as long as we had fun. The overlooking was sooo romantic as the night begins, and the song that he sang… sounds like that there is something I have to know hahaha...Looks like I'm hallucinating again. Hahaha.. silly me!!!.

Then we decided to go to 22nd St. a comedy bar recommended by a Arvin, free of entrance since we came very early. The original plan was to stay there for an hour so we could go home early, but because we enjoyed the gay performers so much, we didn’t notice that it’s already 11:30pm. I had a good laugh and I know my colleagues too, since no one reminded me of the time, all I could see was how they laugh out loud and how they cheer for our very own Edna and Edward when they performed on stage, it’s been ages since I laughed like that and thank God it became possible before my big day comes =p

For one night... I had the chance to feel important once again... had a hearty laugh even for just a couple of hours.

I never realized that the unexpected plan will turn out to be one of the few things worth remembering...


thinkin' of "Umbrella by Rhianna"

my FIRST

It's been a while since the last time I wrote in a journal, when I was a kid, I was able to maintain a diary which I always write whatever happened to me within the day. When I reached high school, I renamed my diary as my daily journal. My journal knew who are my crushes, my hidden desires and my deepest-darkest-secret. Up to now, I still have those and I see to it that all my writings were kept in a very secured place, for one good reason it is to avoid being judge by people who don't know the real story
I also had a blog before but have to delete it for security reasons, writing is not my passion nor a hobby, as far as I can remember I'm not good in writing, though I can express my thoughts clearly, still I'm not as excellent as other writers, but it's fine since I'll be the only one who will read this anyway.

I'm planning to stay... no matter what happens, i'm back for good...
since I'm really not a talkative creature wherein I'm not comfortable sharing my life with other people, I decided to make writing my outlet to unburden what's bothering me or to share who makes me smile..
That's why after thinking a zillion times, I decided to go blogging again, and this time, i'll see to it, that I will have fun writing...

thinkin' of "Alone by Celine Dion"