Past is Past

I thought it's easier to set aside the hurts and bitterness that once ruined me as a person. I could honestly say that I've already forgiven him, but whenever I think of the things he did that almost destroyed me as a woman, I could still feel that little pinched in my heart, a little pain, a little anger, but I know in time... hopefully I will be healed totally.

But as of the moment, I like the new me, very steady, very relax, no more tears, no more sleepless nights... I want to keep this smile, I want to keep this confidence, I want to keep this love for myself... I want to keep this excitement in pursuing what I really want and aiming high for myself and for my kids.

God had seen what I've been through, so at this time, I know that He's the only One I have on this journey...

Thank God I was able to pick up the pieces of myself...

listening to I Care by Rachelle Ann Go

Damn! I'm in LOVE!!!

Yeah! I'm in love and I don't want to admit it!

I've been keeping this for a very long time now and I just want to keep it to myself... he knows, I know and we're cool in denying that we want to be together! I avoided him from the day I know that I have this fucking feeling and also because I want to focus on my studies but he caught me earlier and we talked about how we missed each other!

My heart haven't smiled since I started law school, but tonight she's jumping for joy! I know I shouldn't, but for once... can I do something which I feel is right!

Can I remove my halo to be happy.. even for just tonight?!?


listening to Steep by Nina