Unanswered

It's starting to sink in that what I felt last month was just an attraction, nothing more than that whew! I thought I will be having a huge problem... Though, something is missing, I know I can be there for him as a friend and I know he is to me, so I will just settle for that fact.

Thank God even if I meet "potential boylets" and even if few expressed their intentions on being more than friends, I can still control myself of not getting involved to a more complicated situation... well I just don't want to do something stupid that I might regret afterwards and I don't want my kids to curse me if they learned that I did not behave. And sometimes, I'm just irritated to my husband because of his attitude, but inside of me... I know I love him no matter how many cute guys I'll meet along the way...

My mom told me that having crushes is normal, just have to know my limitations... and for that I rest my case

HERE I AM by Air Supply

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

So theres no sense pretending
My heart its not mending

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without

On my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone
Ive done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

I just cant live without you
I miss everything about you

(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without
Go on without
Its just no good without you