Me-as-ME

Been a very stressful and tiring week for me... have to do this, have to accomplish that, have to go there, have to call him, have to accompany her, etc etc etc... URGHH!!! My head is spinning for all the taks I've been doing lately, (Account Manager/ Businesswoman/ Lawfirm Secretary/ Momi/ Wife/ Daughter/ Friend/ Listener/ Yaya/ etc/ etc/ etc... the pressure was very high, the time was too short... but thank God I was born with so much coolness that even with only 2 hours of sleep everyday, I can still function with a smile. And thank goodness to my husband for allowing me to go out with friends (even out-of-town trips)at least once a week so I can relax and release all the strezz within me. I know he understands that it's very tough to be me.

I'm not complaining,
I love what I'm doing,
I love to work,
I love to keep myself busy,
I love to earn,
I love to do many things while I'm still young,
I love to meet different kinds of people,
I love to travel!!

But sometimes, I could really feel that my body needs to breathe,
my mind needs to take a back seat,
my eyes need to freeze,
my hands need a massage,
and my back needs a good rub,
and to top it all, ME needs a warm hug.

I know that the people around me are also busy with their own lives, but I'm very happy because with just one text, with just one call, they will be there to make me feel good.

I have realized that I'm no longer the Tin that have simple dreams, like simple pleasures, aim for simple satisfaction.

A life for me before was very simple, I just want to finish college and have work (no idea what kind of work as long as it is work). And before I don't even plan to buy my own house, or to travel at my own expense, well it's because fairy-good-mom is willing to help, as well as santa-pop, that's why I spend a lot to things even if I don't need them, I just want to spend that's all (very simple isn't it?!?)

But now, I'm really different...
my life now is so much different,
my attitude and point of views are different...

but I love the new ME, responsible, patient and very CooL :)


thinkin' of "Fast Car by Tracy Chapman"