Plans to be planned...

I have been experiencing worst migraine lately, which oftentimes made me to go on half-day from work or be absent because of the pain in my head that is really killing me. The relieved I feel for the meantime was because of the pain-killers I'm taking in so I can still do my daily tasks.

I went to a doctor earlier but referred me to see an ophthalmologist, looks like the grade of my eyes was doubled, that's why every time that I don't wear my glasses, my head is aching so bad especially that my work requires me to glue my eyes on the monitor for more than 10 hours.

And the worst advise of the doctor, is for me to take a rest and not to stress myself too much by thinking so many things everyday. She was even surprised when she found out that I'm already working after 2 months that I gave birth by CS section, she was like "Are you crazy?!?! What's with you??? You should be at home, gaining more strength because you gave just gave birth and was also ligated, you're really killing yourself!!!"

After listening to my doctor like a 5-year old child, I realized that she was right... my mom was right and my husband was absolutely right. Why am I too paranoid of what will happen to me tomorrow, instead of just living in the present, I'm pre-occupying my mind on what happened in the past, what am I gonna do today and what will be my plans in the future... Whew! Those maybe the reasons that kill my brain cells which caused the terrible pain in my head hehehe

I may be not that organized when it comes to my career, but little by little, I'm working on it by following my heart... doing what I really love most. I still worry what I will become in the future, but I'm starting to trust the Lord with my plans,well I bet He knows best than anyone. So for now I have to take the back seat and leave everything in the hands of my Driver :)



thinkin' of "Gimme More by Britney Spears"