I don't know if there's really something wrong with me because no matter how I tried to polish this relationship, it's really not working anymore. I am sooo tired! My heart and my soul are tired waiting that he will love me the way he used to love me. I do want this family so much but their dad is just so distant, I tried to be sweet to him in public, but he always avoid me to be near to him, he's been avoiding my touch... my kiss, my sweetness and that hurts me so much!
I'm not demanding anything from him, I don't even ask his whereabouts, but it's really painful that we're just destroying each other's own happiness by being together... I just want this pain to go away, I've been dealing with this for almost a decade now. I'm not praying so hard for God to give me the stars and the moon, I just want my heart to rest from sadness and my eyes to rest from tears.
listening to It's Over Now by Kyla
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