1st year

Yikes! I missed to greet my baby on the exact day when I introduced her to world, sorry Sweetie, Momi has been very busy... But it's better late than never!

Happy Birthday to my ever dearest Partly Hidden!!!

More years to come =)

getting tougher

I just need to loosen up a bit, but my mind and my heart are very uncooperative.

Each day is getting tougher, and as much as I want to control everything, there are few things that are beyond my capacity.

I've been dealing with stress since I gave in to my mom's request to marry the man who's personality is the exact opposite of mine. I tried to work things out, but sometimes I'm just too tired to understand what he really wants! And no matter how much I tried to ignore that I needed someone to take care of me, my helpless soul is shouting for attention and care...

I know that I have to be much tougher than who I am now, since i'll be back in school next month, and that means more stress, more pain, more challenge!

I'm just hoping and praying that God will give me back my Halo =(

IM BACK

Whoa!

I didn't realize that it's been 3 months since my last entry and time flies really fast... met new people, been into different places, tried some of the restos in town, encountered a LOT of trouble, and had experienced "bembang" sessions from time to time,

But no matter how many people tried to see me in a different way, I'm still ME... and it's very simple to describe... just Me!

wohooo!!! I miss blogging!!!

More entries to come

~ Cristina ~

This is soooo ME!!!

You Are Original and Innovative

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

thinkin of' "This is Me by Demi Lovato"

Welcoming the New Year

Many have been asking of my New Year's Resolution for this year, but what's funny is I never made any New Year's Resolution even when I was a kid, for one main reason I don't believe in forcing myself to do something then will feel sorry if I failed to stick on the promises in the list. I do believe that if you can make it, then fine.. if you can't then move on...it's your life anyway =)

But for the sake of fun, I thought of making my New Year's Resolution for this year, and here how it goes...
1. less work, more rest
2. be more organized and I need more patience (parang awa nyo na)
3. need to save more for the kids' education
4. more fun with my family, that means more steamy moments with my husband wahahaha
5. no more boy-toys (meaning I have to be more suplada na by this time, no dinner date, no coffee no chats, no emails etc etc) Actually, I was able to fulfill this one even before Chrsitmas of 08 as some of the boys asked to treat me out, but I did not make any reply for no reason at all. Well I will really try my very best to behave this year =)

Unfortunately, I did not include any plans on buying expensive stuff or traveling in my list because I don't find them neccessary, as I'm more excited on the little hope that I can see on getting my family fixed, sana nga magbago na cia. hehehe

God may have His own reasons, why sometimes He doesn't grant me some of the wishes that I really want, but on the other hand, He blessed me with little things that He thinks I deserved to have... and with that, I am more grateful!

I may have hurt a thousand times by the man I chose to love, but the thing is I cannot leave him as he's the reason why I have adorable kids and why I became tougher and stronger as a woman.

Life is really good, with the spice of few mistakes and errors along the way... life is getting better and better and better...


thinkin of' "Big Yellow Taxi by Sarah McLachlan"